Power of the Will- Part II

What started as surprise to me, began to follow the beaten track. I was willing myself to get up early and provide myself with enough time to carry out my duties. It must have continued for a couple of weeks. Then back to square one. I relaxed over the weekend by staying up late and watch what else but something stupid on T.V. That is it. I bacame too tired and could not get up the next day. Once the schedule was cut, then it became a routine.

Now I am wondering how come I am able to stick to this scheduleless routine consistently for all these years? How is that alone possible? I am pondering over it. Waiting for an answer.